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Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truly loved me yes, i learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me, i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see, that you never let them see you sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me [Chorus] So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone asks me everything is ok I'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me Cause im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face On my Face.... Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me but he dont call me, but then i realize dreams come true aren't for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head up like it aint no thing, and when the boys around with all my friends i'm into other things, Cause you never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me [Chorus] So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone asks me everything is ok I'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me Cause im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face On my Face.... Tamia - Smile This song use to say eveything about me. About how I felt. The situation I was in. The shit I put up with. I beat myself up over and over again for the same thing. I cried myself to sleep at night cause the pain in my heart hurt so much that I could barely breathe. And although I knew i deserved much better I still jumped right back into the same thing over and over again. But it's no longer the case. Cause I'm happy. Happy with my life and the wonderful person who stands right by my side. Someone who doesn't make me hurt the way I did. Someone who really loves me. And though he doesn't know it , he saved me from near death. From the point before my soul could no longer live. From being numb to love and being numb to the world. It's because of you when I smile, it's real...I love you. ~Am~ at 7:22 PM You guys have got to check this out. I got it off Grace's blog. It's bloody hilarious. http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face_recognition.php Basically what it does is that you upload a photo and they scan their databases for a celebrity face that appears closest to yours. So....I started out with mine.  ok...not too bad...I look like Sammi Cheng...at least it's someone decent...until Shan and I tried to be adventurous and uploaded this pic.  Right....so i look like LESLIE CHEUNG!!! damn it..i'm a man...the rest are at least half if not fully decent...hats off to Rat who looks like Anna Kornikova (*raarrr*....haha...and she plays tennis!!!) But cause of the constraints of the screen we couldn't see Lid's match. Here's the kicker...  Lid...who the hell is Joi Ito...hahha...sorry dear....you're always the butt of ur jokes....Shan and I were on the floor is bloody stitches....HAHAHAHAHHAH.....we still love you darling....eventhough you look like some unidentifiable Korean dude. ------------------------------ Oh wait...hehe....i have to include this.  I knew Shan was Chinese somehow...Korean to be exact....she looks a little retarded babe.....what's up with that?? Rat...Kirsten Kreuk!! I freakin wanna look like her..... ~Am~ at 1:18 PM
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I've loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I've loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
--------------- I'm really going to miss you.
~Am~ at 12:16 PM Shan says, "I want my Ketupat"Ok...so here it is Shan. she's been bugging me to put these pictures up for a while. I have no idea why she's so proud of them. Just read on and you'll know what I mean. You see, I had to learn to make them this year to decorate our Night Market stall which Flare was setting up. We were selling msian food...so you know....it had to be in theme. Anyway, I brought some paper home..and I'm proud to say...I CAN make one. Ainie dear, you would be so proud of me.  Of course then Shan tried.....  Honestly, in comparison, mine really does look a whole lot more like a ketupat. I have no idea what Shan was trying to make...it looked like a frog at some angles.....  Tough break Shan....=o)But I still love you....whether or not your hands are retarded....*muaks* ~Am~ at 4:01 PM |
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