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Am i dead tired or what.....sigh...sleeping late..and running to and from crown to dance...haha..it has been fun but i'm super worn out...sigh..now i'm stuck in the library...looking at bloody newspapers for my assignment...wish me luck ppl...need the encouragement to get myself to finsh things....cos seriously want to have fun next weekend on the ski trip...I'm going to see snow!!! =o)
and went for merdeka night thing at swinburne last night....to watch eddie and sebastian (two friends from msia...duh!)...sing...it was cool...and the food..haha..we were just rushing to grab it..i swear..ppl were literally fighting for the food..was kinda funny...haha....we had to stand by...and wait till the MC said..ok..go and eat...wah..we al just ran man...*grin*...oh well... ok..onwards with work... ~Am~ at 4:07 PM haha....oh man...i din read this before i got to your house...you're funny..it's lke instructions....please do not step on the figure curled up on the floor as you proceed to sleep in my bed...haha...so cute..and i slept on your note....haha...sorry babe..found it in the morning.... and hey..we won our moot ppl....sigh.dunno if i'm happy or not...first thing kart said to me was...i dunno what the heck i'm talking about..i nearly died man..i was like..sigh..we're going to lose..but heck..i'm not embarassing myself.... but he was lucky..the judge was nice....and ahem..cute....*grin*...and yeah....the opponent talking about kart's issue wasn't really that great...so he was lucky...but yeah.anyhow...we'll see what happens next round..for all we know..we might lose it..seeing that kart isn't always prepared...*rolls eyes*...hai..ok..enough bitching.... ~Am~ at 11:20 AM Am, don't be an idiot. I shouldn't have said anything. Stop being paranoid. You're fine. I wuv you!!!! You're staying at my place tonight... You'll see me on the floor, in my sleeping bag. Please don't step on me as you make your way to my bed.... ~Am~ at 10:41 PM
and man..feeling FAT...god..!! all i do is eat and eat....ok..30 sit-ups everyday..... ~Am~ at 2:39 AM sigh....why can i not pull myself together...why can't i just focus....aarrgghh..it's so frustrating...i hate it..when i have no mood and i have MAKE myself do things....and i hate it when you have absolutely no control over your own feelings and you end up feeling damn lost...sigh...this sucks.... ~Am~ at 11:42 PM
sigh..mooting tomoro...picking up the question and doing it on wed...wish me luck ppl...man..honestly not in the mood anymore...see how it goes...*rolls eyes* ~Am~ at 4:36 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! you're 21. finally. Glad you were surprised. really should thank anita. she was the brains behind it all. I had a great time. now all i have is two weeks of really hard work and trying to get my assignments done because i'm going skiing!!! another HAPPY BIRTHDAY to tush as well. baby, glad that you had a good one. muaks. dun worry, your present is on the way. love ya heaps. i win! keep cool...don't think so much...just enjoy whatever i have around me...=o) sigh...skiing man...i really can't wait....*grin* ~Am~ at 5:06 AM man..this test is funny...aha....not many options..but heck..for the fun of it...haha..shan..i'll let you know what he said..when you come over tomoro morning..p)  which groupmember are you? ~Am~ at 5:54 PM
Well what did he say to you??? OR ask you..."What's the time" ah? Hahahaha.. Anyways, heard you dropped out of the dance comp. Anu is having problems with practice times too, so the whole thing fell apart. Anita isn't too keen either, given how there isn't enough time, and the moves haven't been choreographed. Oh well. Next year maybe? We'll do something for Manoranjan (Concert by Melb Uni Indian Club) next year then. My aunt told me to leave my sleeping bag at your place, so that you won't have to squeeze next to smelly ol' shan... Poor girl. Eh, pack you curry one day lah! Wuv you too! ~Am~ at 9:00 AM Baby!!!! Oh man..yeah..it;s him..i thought he was kinda cute when i first went into HPL class...haha..hey!! i din even have to tell you who he was...you already knew who i was talking about...AH HA!!! so you think he's cute too...*grin*...but yes...it's him...he talked to me..i was like..what the heck man...you are not talking to me..are you? haha...*grin*... sigh dear...i'll explain to you soon...i love you..muaks...hugz everybody....what would i do without you all....=o) ~Am~ at 8:53 PM
And who is this cute guy? Do you happen to be talking about this white dude, with brown floppy side-parted hair, something about his lips and the way he talks, that makes you watch his mouth - HIS NAME IS ROLLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And he has this air of nonchalence about him, has a slightly nasal voice like he just rolled out of bed - HIS NAME IS ROLLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But nothing spectacular la. Quite forgettable. Otherwise, I don't know who you're talking about. And why this unappreciated feeling? I think what you need is one of Shan's copycat version of your muffins. And maybe a tequila shot, and some Bhangra. What say you? Wuv you! ~Am~ at 3:42 PM hehe..yes candz...we should look out for the keanu reeves lookalike.....ahaha..ATTENTION ppl..in case you guys dunno..especially for those in melbourne...and even more so for those living around lygon...ahem...THERE IS A KEANU REEVES LOOKALIKE ON THE LOOSE. he's working as a waiter in one of the restaurants on lygon. i think a caught a glimpse of him the other day...floppy hair and all...but i walked by too fast i din see his face...rest assured ppl...i WILL find out WHERE and WHO he is..haha...and yes...when i do..all those interested...lets go for dinner there? *grin*....haha... but yeah....i mean..heck....gives me something to do.... and yeah..i went to watcha moot today....and yes...candice is there to vouch for me....this cute guy talked to me...i was like...oh man..why the heck is he talking to me...haha..he was in my HPL II class but i switched class...i thought he was cute then..but din think he'd talk to me..and now..i'm not in his class anymore....hai..damn man...haha..but hey...he's mooting too.....*wink*.... but anyway...yeah...on the whole...this week has been pretty hectic.....with so many bdays to organise and all...and yeah...lots of politics and emotional crap going on...sigh..man..i din think it would be so tiring to organise a bday...let alone so much hurt as well...sigh..i dunno...i guess things dun always turn out great...not much we can do.... and yeah..i dunno..lately been feeling super unappreciated...i just dun get it.....sigh...man...sometimes enough can be enough...i just dun wanna give a shit...care about those who care about me and to heck with the rest man....ah well...anyway..i dunno....i need 'me' time......i've been wanting it for so damn long...when..WHEN can i get some 'me' time?!?!?!?! =o( ~Am~ at 6:04 PM Ok peeps..good and bad news... we're mooting!! we got into the 3rd round..oh man..they weren't kidding when they said they'd ask to get us through to the next round...man..sigh...i dunno..when we lost i thought we wouldn't be mooting anymore...i din think the judge meant it..when he said that we deserve to get through and he'll talk to the coordinator..blah blah blah..i mean..i thought that's what they tell all the losers.... anyway..happy in a way...wanted to win..and we kind did..got into the next round..unhappy cos i dunno..just dun wanna have conflicts with kart again..i'll see how it goes...wish me luck ppl...*fingers crossed* ~Am~ at 3:57 PM god man....i feel so ignored....i dun get it...my frens in spore...here they are...asking ppl to email...saying that...it's wrong to think that all of us in spore dun care about what's going on with everyone...and the only reason i dun email in the first place is because of that reason...NO ONE replies to what i email.. so...because of that plea...i decided to try and mail....ok..no reply.....who cares..i mail again...i ask when will the army guys be out cos i want to plan my trip back to spore cos it's no point going to spore and no one is there....and yeah..AGAIN..no one replies...what the fuck man..am i fucking invisible....sigh...i can't give a shit..honestly.... ~Am~ at 1:01 PM i am going to bake today..oh man..fingers crossed i don't poison anyone... ~Am~ at 7:06 PM in the library ppl..can u believe that??!?!?! cheez...sigh..damn tired...and it's only second week of uni..this seriously sucks... ~Am~ at 7:33 PM sigh....now i realise that slacking off for the first week is NOT a good idea..have shitloads of reading to do now..sigh..ah well..going to catch up by the end of this week...the idea of clubbing this weekend looks kinda bleak...i'll see how it goes... on the other hand..i'm kinda glad i'm going to spend more time in the library...wanna get away from it all..from home..from everything...sigh...just dun wanna be around so many ppl for the moment..i dunno why...maybe i'm just a little tired these days...just not in the mood to be around ppl....sigh..but not like that is going to happen...cos i'll be seeing ppl tomoro already...sgh... maybe i'll find some time this weekend to be alone..i need it..but need to get my work done first..oh fuck..have too many damn things to do..aarrggh.. anyhow...gtg...sleeping and getting up early tomoro....sorry for being so moody ppl...i just need some time to myself....apologies to ppl who think i'm being bitchy and all...really really sorry.....will try not to be in a bad mood around you all....i mean..it's not fair right? that i impose all my shit on you guys..i'm just glad you all are here..it's good enough for me...hugz... gnite..sweet dreams all.... ~Am~ at 1:23 AM Sigh..first...i'm feeling emotional fucked up right now..i dunno why..there's no reason to..and now...my brother..who's got issues with frens..is pissed at me for not telling him things I DO NOT WANT TO GE INVOLVED IN. sigh..i mean.....sigh....and he goes..you're my sister...but that doesn't change ANYTHING... this is so bulllshit...i mean..you have issues with ppl..go solve it with them..dun come to me..and start on this whole..oh Am...it's partly your fault now cos you know what's going on..what the!! i don't want to get involved in this...hello...i dun wanna be in the middle....i dun wanna be around ppl who are always unhappy with things...why are ppl going psycho on me i dun understand....sigh...life sucks..life doesn't make sense... and now my brother is sitting in the other room thinking that i'm to blame and a whole lot of fucked up shit....i can't be bothered..i mean seriously....i have other things to deal with now..DO NOT throw all this crap at me....not a good time..not a bright thing to do....aaaarrggh...life fucking sucks...i can't fucking stand it.... ~Am~ at 6:25 PM
sigh..man..i just need some 'me' time..do you feel like that too dearie? just time to yourself..a whole house to myself...with some good TV...nice music...lots of chocolates....a place...so that...i could somehow..think through things that are prob really dumb and irelevant..but..sigh..you just need to think about them..just to make you satisfied in some sense....sigh...... man...you're right hun.....dun worry...you're not alone feeling this way.... ~Am~ at 5:53 PM sigh.we lost..damn..ahha..although..in some sense..i'm ok with it...not too bothered..but we did really well..the judge took ages to decide who won..he's going to talk to the coordinator to see if he can get us into the next round..but either way...i'm fine..not too bothered about it... sigh..and ate prata for lunch..and roti telur also..oh man..it's damn bloody good...i'm so so happy..haha...sigh..what bliss it is...to eat home food..i wanna go home...eat lots lots....=o( ~Am~ at 4:06 PM |
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