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ok..mooting tomoro ppl..hopefully i can structure my argument by tonight and i should be ok. it's damn scary lah...sigh...but going to do my best..argument in my head sounds ok..for the moment at least....
going to class now....then burning the midnight oil to get my argument up by tonight....hugz ppl...will let you know about it tomoro..and yeah.actually..deep down inside i kinda wanna win.but half of me doesn't....sigh.....such conflicting feelings....it sucks..but heck it..whatever happens tomoro..is meant to be.... see ya all.... ~Am~ at 3:10 PM sigh..mooting on friday..wish me luck ppl...sigh..actually..i kinda dun mind losing..gives me less to do..but then again..karthi is so into it..and i mean...he's not the best person to work with..sigh..i hate this...not feeling like i wanna do things...ah well....will just do what i can on friday...anyway..second round...these ppl look goood man..hah...looks like we'll have stiff competition.... ~Am~ at 5:11 PM
~Am~ at 12:16 AM yeah....but the thing is the others wun be able to get in..esp since most of them are underaged...hhee...you dun have to go if you dun wanna..i'll still be seeing you on saturday at jessie's thing.go ok?...*grin*..anyway...i can go clubbing with you another day...hehe..wherever you want..just that can't go anywhere else this friday cos of the others...sowweee baby... ~Am~ at 2:06 AM Baby, can we NOT go to Salt? Friday is Asian night. Place will be crawling wif Hongkees, and lotsa techno. I remember R&B being quite shitty. And it was my birthday that time too. How awful... It was awful for Jessie too.. There's Loft, Evolution, Metro etc., in the City!! Loft seems to be pretty popular... ~Am~ at 2:40 AM oh man..went for a buffet at crown...it's a hotel here in melb..they have this cheap international buffet..anwyay..yah..i think i got poisoned....shit man..woke up at 6am to throw up...urgh..i hate this...hate hate hate hate this feeling.....yuck...god..you feel so tired and disgusting after you throw up..it's so not funny....sigh..and now my side aches..and i don't know why...=o( why does this have to happen to me...why???!?!?!?!?! ~Am~ at 12:15 PM Hello all...hehe...I've been having fun..so much i...ahem..DON'T HAVE TIME TO BLOG...hha...weird huh? Tush is here...we're having fun...clubbing..shopping....meeting friends...sleepovers...TAEKWONDO....whoa ppl...my hips are aching...plus...we had a pot luck the other day..there was so much food but it tasted GREAT....hehe...thanks to Lid for the egg tarts and Lib for the green curry....it was yummy.... Yeah...the night of the pot luck we put up the music in my room and all of us started dancing..it was so fun...and so damn funny...haha..all laughing and crap..and we were all giving each other massages..so we stood in this train and massaged the person in front..aha...yeah...hols have been good...=o) hope it's going well for the rest of you...hugz.... ~Am~ at 1:36 PM tush is finally here...so damn tired man...feeling so worn out..bought a few tops today..may be going clubbing tomoro..bring on the fun baby.... ~Am~ at 2:24 AM i had the biggest fight with my brother today...shit man..we were literally screaming and yelling at each other...and it was about the silliest thing...we dun usually yell..i mean..we work things out by talking..but this was seriously bad......and yeah...i dunno...it was horrible.....he was getting aggressive..and so was i....i swear i could have slapped him...but yeah...we din hit each other....thank goodness... but i dunno..after all that crying...and yelling and screaming..and talking..i realised how much we really loved one another..cos the thing that hurt me most was that he was pissed at me and it was the same for hiim....he was hurt cos i was pissed tooo..... I hate making my brother mad....i hate it when he's mad at me..cos i guess..in some sense..i care about him enough to not want him to be hurt...sigh....in the end..we were both crying....god...i haven't cried that much in quite some time...my eyes are feeling all puffy and tired...ok..he wasn't really crying..more like weeping..yeah..but..it's sorted out now...sigh...i'm glad it did..esp since it's his bday tomro...throwing him a surprise..so..hehe..it should be good..i hope...hopefully everything goes as planned.... but i guess after that..i kinda realised...how hard it is to be mad and to scream at someone you love...it hurt so much...and i guess that's why no matter how much I wanted to stop crying..i couldn't stop...i just kept going and going..and it really hurt..as in..my heart literally ached...sigh...now that i think about it..how the heck am i ever going to be mad at someone i love...if it was my kid (pending if i get married)...or my husband (also pending if i get married...hehe..tush..the bet is still on ok? ehhe..we'll find out in spore)...and yeah...or even somone as simple as a boyfriend...how man...if i ever got into a fight with any of these ppl...it'll hurt like crap...sigh.....oh well...cna't really say now...but yeah..when the time comes.... tush baby..i can't wait till you're here...i've missed you so so so much...it'll be good to have you around..we're going to have heapsof fun ok? promise...sigh...been needing all this emotional support..i'm just really glad you're going to be around.... wuv you all..hugz..and candz..hehe..i'll see you tonight..have a good trip back tomoro ok? in case you dn read this today.... to those overseas...viv, kie, doris, yy....how are things thre? haven't heard from you all in ages...really wanna know how things are.... k....better go...hugz... ~Am~ at 5:52 PM |
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